40 days since my last blog post… not good. But I ask myself, what happened around that time? I checked out a couple of other blogs; people on a similar journey.
The Journey of 100 Pounds last blog post… January 24th
San Diego Weight Loss last blog post… January 24th
This was a totally random happenstance. I looked at only the two blogs and saw the pattern. So what happened? Was there some kind of cosmic alert to those struggling with their weight? Perhaps that’s the actual length of a New Years Resolution? Maybe 3 weeks is the average fat person’s attention span? Who knows?
For me, I started doubting myself… again (sigh). I cannot speak for them.
I live with this fear of not being able to climb out of this pit. And then I derail. And then the prophesy fulfills itself. And then I can tell myself that I was right: “You see Art, you can’t do it! Ha! Told you so!”
Well I will keep trying and trying to beat this weight loss struggle. I will not give up. My weight has not come down, but it hasn’t gone up either. For this, I am grateful.
So it’s back at it
See you at the top of the mountain, as I start from base camp one more time. One step at a time. Right?